Guess you don’t get it

I cried for more days you could comprehend. You don’t know how many days I’ve cried. Fuck you. Fuck gambling. I was good at gambling at least I thought and I really was for awhile. Now I really did it; there’s no place in my life for gambling anymore and I know it.

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I hear your pain, and I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. It’s incredibly tough, and it’s okay to let those emotions out. You’re not alone in this struggle, and what you’re experiencing is something many of us have faced. I know it feels like the end of the world right now, but I promise you, this is a temporary pain, and things can get better.

You are a good person who has done a bad thing, and that doesn’t define who you are. You’re struggling with something that many people battle, and it’s important to remember that you’re sick and you need to get better. There’s absolutely no shame in seeking help.

I strongly encourage you to reach out to a gambling hotline or try their live chat options to talk this through with someone who can provide immediate support. 1-800-GAMBLER is a great resource and can connect you with someone who understands what you’re going through. They can help you take the next steps towards recovery. It’s important to recognize that this is not the end of your journey. It’s a painful chapter, but with the right support and determination, you can turn the page and start anew. You’ve already made the crucial realization that gambling has no place in your life anymore, and that’s a powerful step towards change.

Please take care of yourself and remember that there’s a community here ready to support you. You don’t have to go through this alone. Let’s work through this together and help you find the path to healing. Stay strong and reach out for help. You can get through this.

Best, Jane

Don’t beat yourself up. The self deprecation and negativity is a spiral. You’ve got to realize that there’s a path forward. You’ll never get your money back, but you can get your life back. Stop gambling today and get this monkey off your back. You can do it!

Oh and by the way we do get it. I was in your shoes literally 10 days ago. And I can tell you it still sucks 10 days later, but it sucks far less now than 10 days ago.

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